sadness and tears .
its not reality but deeply in my heart .
yes , of course for the real one i never show it .
yeah , but why ?
im upset with my self .
pls give me a chance . i cant but i'll try .
i doesnt want to be someone else but i try to change to be someone better .
someone in myself that better than me . yeah .
im hurt . people around me . never thinks about my feelin .
yes , hilarious and watever but she has her own feelin like you .
but its not anyone fault . its my fault . my own .
i deserve to get this .
im sorry and im changed .
ouh ! nadyraa memg cruel .